final project

My final project for this semester is not to give up.
I know why final project are important and i know why professor as much as I hate keep assigning them.
OUR WHOLE LIVES ARE A PROJECT.
whether I am working with my co wroker to clean a flower cooler or its to making a tutorial video.
It drains you like a vampire sucking blood from your neck.
IF our whole lives is a project after another then shouldnt we put a certain standard on what kind of projects we want to handle.
Do you want to make projects out of cleaning toliets for minimum wage or connecting eight new dormatories to the campus network at a state university with couple thousand dollars backing you up on the project?
I definately want to talk and LISTEN to smart people.

My level of inteligence cannot be leveled down after almost 20 years of studying.

I am willing to do everything that is possible. Why dont you feel the same way?
I know you are just going with the wind but HELLO THE WIND DOES STOP AT ONE POINT!

and we're back

I would definately say that it has almost been a month since i wrote on my blog.
did a lot of shit go down?
yes and no.
life is same old same old with class and meeting with friends .

I have a class that literally drains the life out me sometimes but its my favorite class because it challenges me beyond my brain capacity. its definately exciting.
On more than one occasions i have studied as if my life depended on it. IT WAS FUN!
i had to sleep over a friends house twice because it got late and i didnt want to drive thirty minutes away to my house when i would be on campus in about ooooo say 3 hours. her house is a house. i live right next to NYC. i live in an apartment. i am not used to house noises.
point being i started to freak out that i would not be able to sleep.
i was knocked out within two seconds.

another conclusion to this holiday i am going to be in school forever.
loves it.

o and thanksgiving was great! had awesome food thanks to mommy dearest.
i think for christmas day i am going to visit daddy dearest. boom boom POW~

the leaves are orange

Uncertainty, fears, worries, etc.
They are all part of life and the reality of how you are not a child anymore. The world opens up more to you and with that comes more responsibility and freedom. My worries are that i am not good enough but i know deep down i am capable given the chance. But then again others opinions and views can seriously crush the way i look at things.
Taking initiative and doing is better then just watching others succeed. 
There is only one right way to go and i can risk finding out all the wrong ways.

Everyone has there own way of developing and i might actually just like mine. sometimes....

what am i doing in school?!?!?!

Its friday.
I could have slept in.
No but i did that for the last two weeks. Cant disappoint.
Recently my friends and i went to sonic and it was a very fun adventure.
I swear i only like sonic because of their corndogs and environment.
Although Jen did get an awesome huge onion ring. it was the size of a bloomin onion.

I was working at the flower store last night.
I meant a new coworker named Jessica.
SHe is awesome and so sweet.
Meeting wonderful people does make your day.
 Most of the time at the flower store, customers want like one hundred dollar bouquets.
MY EYES GO POPPIN OUT!
I hate and lov it. because u have free rein to make anything u want and dont have to worry about the cost as much. But at the same time u get a bit overwhelmed  over if it comes out looking horrible. Most of the time it works in my head. I swear it does.
coming to life is something different.
The great thing about being a florist is that i will always know that the bouquets that i make will bring a smile to a persons face.
;)

its monday monday

So i got green mountain coffee this morning.....
i usually drink coffee while i am driving to school. however, the coffee was tasting a little funky.
he he he perfect excuse.....
So jj saw the coffee and she got jelly because she was drinking the school's "we proudly brew" starbucks coffee. which tastes like battery acid to her.  i got carmel vanilla cream. doesnt that just sound so good.
oh yum.
coffee is essential for people in the morning. its ur waker upper.
low calorie snack.
warms u up on a cold winter morning and night.
did i mention how great coffee can be?

my weekend comments~
ITS SUCKED LIKE A MOFO.
Mama kim always said that the crazies come out during the rainy horrible weathers.
oh mama kim u are so right. somewhat. mayb even on the nice days they come out to harass those who are forced to work.
word of the wise~ being nice is a privilege

friday!!!`

its gonna be a hectic weekend.
i have two midterms that i would really like to see double digits and above avg.
please.........
i was able to make some pasta today!
i wanted fall colors!!!
actually my pastas are very veggie infused.

T__T

RIP
Gourmet folded
adn i am hungry...........