i don't know

final project

2009-12-04T09:10:00.001-05:00

My final project for this semester is not to give up.
I know why final project are important and i know why professor as much as I hate keep assigning them.
OUR WHOLE LIVES ARE A PROJECT.
whether I am working with my co wroker to clean a flower cooler or its to making a tutorial video.
It drains you like a vampire sucking blood from your neck.
IF our whole lives is a project after another then shouldnt we put a certain standard on what kind of projects we want to handle.
Do you want to make projects out of cleaning toliets for minimum wage or connecting eight new dormatories to the campus network at a state university with couple thousand dollars backing you up on the project?
I definately want to talk and LISTEN to smart people.

My level of inteligence cannot be leveled down after almost 20 years of studying.

I am willing to do everything that is possible. Why dont you feel the same way?
I know you are just going with the wind but HELLO THE WIND DOES STOP AT ONE POINT!

and we're back

2009-11-30T08:37:00.000-05:00

I would definately say that it has almost been a month since i wrote on my blog.
did a lot of shit go down?
yes and no.
life is same old same old with class and meeting with friends .

I have a class that literally drains the life out me sometimes but its my favorite class because it challenges me beyond my brain capacity. its definately exciting.
On more than one occasions i have studied as if my life depended on it. IT WAS FUN!
i had to sleep over a friends house twice because it got late and i didnt want to drive thirty minutes away to my house when i would be on campus in about ooooo say 3 hours. her house is a house. i live right next to NYC. i live in an apartment. i am not used to house noises.
point being i started to freak out that i would not be able to sleep.
i was knocked out within two seconds.

another conclusion to this holiday i am going to be in school forever.
loves it.

o and thanksgiving was great! had awesome food thanks to mommy dearest.
i think for christmas day i am going to visit daddy dearest. boom boom POW~

the leaves are orange

2009-11-02T09:11:00.000-05:00

Uncertainty, fears, worries, etc.
They are all part of life and the reality of how you are not a child anymore. The world opens up more to you and with that comes more responsibility and freedom. My worries are that i am not good enough but i know deep down i am capable given the chance. But then again others opinions and views can seriously crush the way i look at things.
Taking initiative and doing is better then just watching others succeed.
There is only one right way to go and i can risk finding out all the wrong ways.

Everyone has there own way of developing and i might actually just like mine. sometimes....

what am i doing in school?!?!?!

2009-10-30T09:02:00.000-04:00

Its friday.
I could have slept in.
No but i did that for the last two weeks. Cant disappoint.
Recently my friends and i went to sonic and it was a very fun adventure.
I swear i only like sonic because of their corndogs and environment.
Although Jen did get an awesome huge onion ring. it was the size of a bloomin onion.

I was working at the flower store last night.
I meant a new coworker named Jessica.
SHe is awesome and so sweet.
Meeting wonderful people does make your day.
Most of the time at the flower store, customers want like one hundred dollar bouquets.
MY EYES GO POPPIN OUT!
I hate and lov it. because u have free rein to make anything u want and dont have to worry about the cost as much. But at the same time u get a bit overwhelmed over if it comes out looking horrible. Most of the time it works in my head. I swear it does.
coming to life is something different.
The great thing about being a florist is that i will always know that the bouquets that i make will bring a smile to a persons face.
;)

its monday monday

2009-10-26T08:58:00.000-04:00

So i got green mountain coffee this morning.....
i usually drink coffee while i am driving to school. however, the coffee was tasting a little funky.
he he he perfect excuse.....
So jj saw the coffee and she got jelly because she was drinking the school's "we proudly brew" starbucks coffee. which tastes like battery acid to her. i got carmel vanilla cream. doesnt that just sound so good.
oh yum.
coffee is essential for people in the morning. its ur waker upper.
low calorie snack.
warms u up on a cold winter morning and night.
did i mention how great coffee can be?

my weekend comments~
ITS SUCKED LIKE A MOFO.
Mama kim always said that the crazies come out during the rainy horrible weathers.
oh mama kim u are so right. somewhat. mayb even on the nice days they come out to harass those who are forced to work.
word of the wise~ being nice is a privilege

friday!!!`

2009-10-09T11:03:00.001-04:00

its gonna be a hectic weekend.
i have two midterms that i would really like to see double digits and above avg.
please.........
i was able to make some pasta today!
i wanted fall colors!!!
actually my pastas are very veggie infused.

T__T

2009-10-07T13:23:00.001-04:00

RIP
Gourmet folded
adn i am hungry...........

fall and sickness is here

2009-10-05T10:07:00.000-04:00

i might have a cold.
i hope not!!!!
i have been guzzling tea down like it is my life line to no extent.
ugh.....
i want to be able to breathe properly.
please.............
i gave jj her gift and she seemed to be VERY surprised.
which in turn make me bashful. seriously there just oreos.
DOUBLE STUFFED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

here is a pic of my triangle tea bag from lipton.
yes lipton makes these.
yes i was really surprsed to.
i would prefer just black tea.....
i need to buy more tea.....

ironic that the cup has coffee written on it instead of tea.....

gosh i should get new cups too.

i swear it was friday.

2009-10-04T18:27:00.000-04:00

i thought it was friday. i dont know what happened?!??!!?!
it was an interesting weekend and a repetitive one.
my friend needed question for a homework and i am picture messaging them to her.
its pretty awesome that i can do that.
;)
i am also very congested. i dont know why either.
I gift wrapped something for my friend.
HERE ARE MY WRAPPING SKILLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
side note= worked at a flower store for 4 years...... this is the basics. LOL

a dozen roses a wrapped up......

so my sister and i are having a phase recently. whole foods french vanilla granola. its like really awesome!

opps a daisy where didthe week go by~

2009-10-02T09:30:00.000-04:00

SSory luvs!
not that anyone really reads my blog. given that its from school, but at the same time its fun to just blab about my life and thingsthat are going. not that much is going on.
recently one of my professor wrote a "personal memo". it snapped me out of my semiconciousstate of the things, which also led me tomake a decision about quitting my volunteering job. =(
sad face. ................. but my education is probably more important than my volunteering skillsto a bunchof ten year olds. i am a little heart broken.
T_____T
i tell ya!
i do it for the kids.
lol
i know its stupid but i luv them.
now i gotta tackle homework.
the space bar on this keyboard doesnt really work that well......
hmmmm.........

monday

2009-09-28T08:14:00.000-04:00

its another monday
i guess i am in the flow of things.
i almost ran over a girl and her mom because her mom wasnt awake when crossing the streets.
UGH!!!!!!
dont like philosophy either.
there is no building block.
cant stand it.
i am blabbing.

its friday!

2009-09-25T11:26:00.002-04:00

the weekend might be here....

2009-09-24T08:20:00.000-04:00

Usually Thursdays are my LONGEST day ever.
but i dont mind bc i get friday off. well not technically. i have work but still
this morning i read an article about MAyor Bloomberg.
Yes i live in Jersey however, the new york city mayors are more fun to read about.
JErsey mayors or politics for that matter are most of the time corrupt and scandal blooming left and right.
It is said the Mayor Bloomberg is a BIG foodie.

Who wouldn't be in a city that has some of the most CULINARY TITANS?!?!
I found amusing though that even though he will shove a big mac and french fries down his throat downed wit a milkshake on the side, he wants to know how many calories he is devouring.
some people will probably ask what is the point of the whole calorie count when your going to eat it anyway. I agree with Bloomberg by not restraining urself bc cause its a high calorie food, but to be aware of how much you ate ate and having the freedom to stop at ur own free will.
Although i do want to give him a strong lecture about chugging down buckets of salt with his food.
just thinking of it makes me cringe.
At work yesterday, Barbara who i literally adore to death cuz she is so funny
showed me pictures of her sugar cookies.
lemme tell ya ....
in the future she will do my weddings and parties etc.
they were a masterpiece.
even though she has a passion for cooking or baking its sad that her parents wouldn't want her to become a baker.
its like a starving artist but not really starving cuz they will know how to cook.

cant be compared to hers but still

2009-09-22T17:15:00.000-04:00

http://www.nytimes.com/slideshow/2009/09/08/dining/20090909-bento-slideshow_index.html

tuesday!!!!

2009-09-22T08:12:00.000-04:00

would you eat that or just look at it ?_?

Good Morning! How are you?

I will have a dozen of those brownies and a LARGE coffee.

Thats what i wish every morning. Despite that it might cuz my waistline to expand to the point of no return bakeries are some wonderful esp on weekend mornings. Even better if its for the city.

Courtesy of the New york Times.

My favorite is right around the corner. WEDNesday ppl!

The NYTIMES has the wining and dining sections. totally amazing. I know THE RECORD had it for a while but you cant compete with the city and the NYTIMES. ;)

I was telling a coworker how i would cook everyday of my life if there was a deli downstairs from where i live. I probably wouldnt and waste my money buying produce and chucking them away 2 weeks later.

I was talking with my manager and tried to explain panna cotta to her but i forgot the name. i could only say white creamy thing. she kept on saying custard. . . . . .

monday mornings

2009-09-21T09:42:00.001-04:00

I have been at school for about a month and yet it feels weird that this monday is the second monday i have of classes. due to lovely labor and such and such all else was delayed.
i was suppose to do some homework last night and ended watching the 4th quarter of the gaints and cowboys game. dont get me wrong <3 them cowboys but gaints are my team.
I wanted to hit the cowboys coach for calling that timeout with only 4 seconds remaining on the clock during the field kick.
hurumph!
but tynes did it even better the second time around.
awesome.............

interesting

2009-09-18T11:32:00.000-04:00

so i have a info 290 class. told the professor i had a blog.

as u can see i dont really use my blog.

hope thats ok.

^-^

the streets

2008-11-08T10:37:00.001-05:00